Good friend killed him self

[deutschman]

One of my good friends killed himself yesterday. I am so much shock right now. Did not see this coming. He always seamed like such a up beat guy. He was the friendliest, most sincere guy I have ever met. He always had kind words on his lips and a great smile on his face. I regret not being around for him more often. I worked with him for months and have been friends with him ever sins. He made everyone lifes better. A real brow!
I have never known anyone that has killed them selves before and this a is a big shock to me. I admit I have had suicide thoughts before but I have never seriously concidered killing my self before. I always figured that there was to much fun stuff still to come kind of like when you are watching a bad movie that really sucks but its just good enough to make you think that there is something really cool coming up. I was always right.
I know this guy had a hard life with many disappointments. He was a heavy drinker but was never angry or visibly depressed. Always had a fat smile plastered across his face. I will always remember this guy. This is another reminder to always spend time with the people you care about even if they are not close family.
Hopefully he finds more piece where he is now.

RIP JP

[freeride53]

My deepest condolences. Agree, many of us have have suffered from depression, but when something like this happens you know that something was seriously unbalanced.
May he rest in peace.

[walktheboard]

sort of unrelated but my good friend's mom just passed away. RIP Ms. Nannette, your son will miss you.

sorry for your loss, hope you deal with death better than I.

[CHIF8008]

sorry man

[RUFFLZ]

damn man I am sorry.
this seriously makes me appreciate life for what it is. not the money, not our e30s, not the bullshit that comes with life but spending time with the ones you love and that's all that really matters

[brutus87]

Im deeply sorry.

[Pantless Spency]

Absolutely Horrible....
keep your head up man.

much love from another bay area member.

[TwoJ's]

I've been in your shoes man, and I know what you are feeling right now. You have to force yourself to accept the fact that he made his choice and there isn't anything that you could or should have done differently. Do not put any blame on yourself. Your friend obviously had some deeper demons in his mind that he couldn't have been absolved from by you.

I know it is hard, but just focus on the good memories that you have of your times with him... that is what he would have wanted you to do. Celebrate the good he left behind, not the sad situation in front of you.

[Wh33lhop]

:( That's horrible man. I'm so sorry.

[F34R]

Know how you feel man, sorry for your loss.

[RUFFLZ]

I've been in your shoes man, and I know what you are feeling right now. You have to force yourself to accept the fact that he made his choice and there isn't anything that you could or should have done differently. Do not put any blame on yourself. Your friend obviously had some deeper demons in his mind that he couldn't have been absolved from by you.

I know it is hard, but just focus on the good memories that you have of your times with him... that is what he would have wanted you to do. Celebrate the good he left behind, not the sad situation in front of you.

this, remember the good things about him and not this sad predicament.

[Turf1600]

Sorry for your loss.

I guess all you can do is be thankful that whatever pain he was experiencing is gone.

[mbonanni]

I had my half brother slit his wrist because he was/is in massive debt, had no job, and no one there for him on a regular basis. I was very scared when it happened. I helped him move out of his appartment a few days after. I am very happy he is alive. My unclea took him in and helped him out while he got things sorted out. He now moved to oregon and has a girlfrined he lives with.

I am sorry for the loss. It is a horrible thing to experience or think about.
I hope you, his family, and all of his friends the best of wishes.

[fporro]

My deepest condolences.

I too have lost good firends that way. It is shocking to say the least.

You know, sometimes the happies amongs us it's just a show to spare us from their pain.
And the ones that belittle us is due becouse they trully care and aspire better for us.
Loves for others comes in many shades, very hard to desipher sometimes.

May he find peace and his sould rest. He's only gone phisically. his spirit will always live around the one whom love him.

You make sure to talk it out, there's always going to be a tomorrow, wanting to be there for it's key.

[lambo]

Damn...sorry, man.

I can't even imagine what it feels like...