At 6:54 AM this morning, my wife of 5 years and been together for 12 gave birth to a beautiful (not just my opinion or because its mine) 8lb 9oz girl. I cant describe how different I feel. I am so helplessly head over heels in love with her and I never thought you could just instantly love something this strong. As soon as I heard her first cry, something hit me so hard I was out of breath. Her name is Lola Belle Garcia. I will have pictures shortly. I am so happy right now. All the fear and worry and nerves about having a baby have all faded away. Its as if my immense love for this little person is all that matters. Ive never felt this way about anything and I especially didnt think a child would do this to me. I never want to let her down andits going to be so hard to not be too overprotective of her. Help me out, guys. I cant get her voice or her face out of my head. That little human is mine!! Its like a little bundle of love. Trust me I nevre thought I was capable of this kind of mushy talk. Its so cliche but its true and it hit me hard. My heart absolutely breaks when I hear her cry and shes got me wraped around her finger. Its game over for me. This kind of love is indescribable. I feel like a different person. Im so happy and Im like at peace. I have never been a "kid" person and dont like kids in general and they irritate me. Ive led my life in a selfish and immature nature and I feel like she deserves more than that and I have no problem accomodating that. My only concern is her and her well-being. WHats going on with me?!? Could this be the day Mariano Garcia, the 28 yr. old eternal child grows up??? It use to sound scary and horrible to me. I wanted to stay having fun and drinking with the boys and only being responsible (and not even that) for myself. I have always been deathly afraid of the responsibilities of a child, but now Im not so scared. Thanks for reading, give me your feedback. I love her so much.
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