Originally posted by Eurospeed
Well, I actually lived the bad experiences you speak of and was the person with which "was seen what drugs do to" and what it did to my family and friends. Just know that once one is in the clutches of the shit, one'll do what it takes to fuck all else over for the shit, and they dont want it to be that way, and its not about willpower or that they want to hurt you or your family, but it takes over. No one that hasnt experienced it can ever tell you what it feels like to be withdrawing from days worth of coke (snorting or smoking for that matter) and BELIEVE me.......we feel guilty about it every day from then on. Some people have work, some have alcohol, some have building plastic models, some go to the drugs.....its all relative. Im 25 and I think Ive been through more than people twice my age. (How about having a $150 a day habit? and doing things and being places I would never dream of to get it?) One thing is for sure, dont ever fuck with drugs, cuz theres two periods in your life after that.......before drugs, and after. After drugs (even when/when you clean up) its an everyday struggle to not turn to the very thing that blows your mind and gives you a feeling no other sober feeling or action can compete with. If you never touch the shit, then you dont know what youre missing and it isnt hard at that point. I sound like some ghey "just say no" commercial. :)
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