You see...
I have this soft spot for the BMW e30.
I worked for BMW at the time these were rolling off the assembly line and the truth is I was just so happy to see the end of the e21s...
The trouble is I get wound up and bury myself into heavy R&D on a machine that is no less than 18 years old...obsolete.
Since coming to the end of the R&D phase of this last project (the rear Shock Tower/Trunk Floor Brace) it is becoming ever clearer to me that I must be insane.
I have put something like 200 hours and god knows how much cash...right down to and including what was spent on coffee so I could stay up nights and obsess over it.
And the kids are eating M&Ms from under the couch cushions and can't remember what dad looks like.
I stopped working on the e30 in 1998 (last Zen e30 was in '97) and started again just a couple of years ago (I dunno what I was thinking) but it may be time to move on.
The E46 has issues I am acutely aware of and I know I can solve...And these fuckers even have money to pay for it.
...Of course then, I always get depressed at the close of an interesting project.
I have this soft spot for the BMW e30.
I worked for BMW at the time these were rolling off the assembly line and the truth is I was just so happy to see the end of the e21s...
The trouble is I get wound up and bury myself into heavy R&D on a machine that is no less than 18 years old...obsolete.
Since coming to the end of the R&D phase of this last project (the rear Shock Tower/Trunk Floor Brace) it is becoming ever clearer to me that I must be insane.
I have put something like 200 hours and god knows how much cash...right down to and including what was spent on coffee so I could stay up nights and obsess over it.
And the kids are eating M&Ms from under the couch cushions and can't remember what dad looks like.
I stopped working on the e30 in 1998 (last Zen e30 was in '97) and started again just a couple of years ago (I dunno what I was thinking) but it may be time to move on.
The E46 has issues I am acutely aware of and I know I can solve...And these fuckers even have money to pay for it.
...Of course then, I always get depressed at the close of an interesting project.
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