Forum thread that almost made me cry.....

[jasonsnoddy]

i come here for lulz, not this

[5Toes]

I read all about his suicide.

I having one leg, experience some of the same thoughts. I often hate God for what he has done. I question, why me? Why anybody? Why cant we all live without major health problems. I get mad at myself, and I dont know why myself, for having my damned 1 leg. I long for being able to run, and be able to do all the things everybody else can so effortlessly. I recently got my new leg, and the fit is exactly as good as my last, but that is because of the stupid fucking company that makes the liners for my skin... they dont make them long enough.

Having one leg, and a prosthetic, has made me realize the simplicity and efficiency of the human body. I hate how our advanced technologies cant design jackshit that can compare to a human knee. I fucking hate how I cant I drive a clutch properly. That is all I want nowadays, to be able to execute a perfect heel-toe, in an unmodified car. To be able to hop into anything and drive it like I stole it.

I have my leg off now, and I stare at my stump. I stare at it's fatty flesh and under-developed muscles. It's hair that is a wee bit shorter then that of me "good" leg; but even I cant call that leg good. All of it's extra stress is taking a toll, and Im fairly sure when I turn 30 I will know the feel of arthritis. I look at my friends, and their lives, and WISH to be like them. I feel often people avoid me because my health, although it is likely for other reasons.

Dont get me wrong, I damn well live life to the fullest; I'm a vulgar 15 and a half year old with a Washington State learner's permit and a commitment to life. I hang with my friends, I socialize, and many describe me as the happiest person they know. I guess I just need to stop bringing myself down?

[joshh]

I was hoping to see it turn out to be a scam. I could have done without reading that.

[imsotyerred]

i was expecting "laugh till you cry" thread

with this 40 in hand, I strive to make that happen with this thread.

EDIT:I didn't read any of the story's seyup, just pg13.... i just keep reading, waiting for the kid to pop back in "lOl, Iz alive''
this is boring, I'm going back to san andreas

[chrisesteschiro]

Sorry I hadn't seen it before,

Once you read the forum to page 13 you can read more at

http://claytonschwartz.blogspot.com/

Skip to the last chapter if you dont have all day.....

[Desaevious]

I'm the c-c-c-combo breaker here, but I've honestly never read this one.

[chrisesteschiro]

Read to page 13...

http://advrider.com/forums/showthread.php?t=136505&highlight=Seattle+Argentina+KLR650