Forum thread that almost made me cry.....

[snitzer]

thanks for posting ... i was past due for a good cry .... geez

godspeed Clayton....

[fryerfighter94]

Sad story indeed.

I liken this to those people who were captured while hiking in Iran. Why put yourself in this situation? So you have a cool story to share with your friends? I'll take dull and predictable over nutty adventure.

Its part of life dude.

[markseven]

Sad story indeed.

I liken this to those people who were captured while hiking in Iran. Why put yourself in this situation? So you have a cool story to share with your friends? I'll take dull and predictable over nutty adventure.

[Ryan...]

Jesus Christ.

+10000 Fuck....

[kid325e]

I can feel that story. I want to cry but i'm at work so fuck it.

Rest in Peace buddy.

Hope you live in the sky

[AbsorbantNut]

I read all about his suicide.

I having one leg, experience some of the same thoughts. I often hate God for what he has done. I question, why me? Why anybody? Why cant we all live without major health problems. I get mad at myself, and I dont know why myself, for having my damned 1 leg. I long for being able to run, and be able to do all the things everybody else can so effortlessly. I recently got my new leg, and the fit is exactly as good as my last, but that is because of the stupid fucking company that makes the liners for my skin... they dont make them long enough.

Having one leg, and a prosthetic, has made me realize the simplicity and efficiency of the human body. I hate how our advanced technologies cant design jackshit that can compare to a human knee. I fucking hate how I cant I drive a clutch properly. That is all I want nowadays, to be able to execute a perfect heel-toe, in an unmodified car. To be able to hop into anything and drive it like I stole it.

I have my leg off now, and I stare at my stump. I stare at it's fatty flesh and under-developed muscles. It's hair that is a wee bit shorter then that of me "good" leg; but even I cant call that leg good. All of it's extra stress is taking a toll, and Im fairly sure when I turn 30 I will know the feel of arthritis. I look at my friends, and their lives, and WISH to be like them. I feel often people avoid me because my health, although it is likely for other reasons.

Dont get me wrong, I damn well live life to the fullest; I'm a vulgar 15 and a half year old with a Washington State learner's permit and a commitment to life. I hang with my friends, I socialize, and many describe me as the happiest person they know. I guess I just need to stop bringing myself down?

DId you really need to mention all this? I wouldve been fine with just the bottom

[e30-RTN]

that donkey sounds like an ass

Rofl...:roll:

[u3b3rg33k]

that donkey sounds like an ass

not funny.

Idk man, I laughed.

[HarryPotter]

http://claytonschwartz.blogspot.com/

Scroll down, it shows the anguish he was going through.

Jesus Christ.

[z31maniac]

^I giggled.

[omar85]

that donkey sounds like an ass

not funny.

[daniel]

He hit a donkey in mexico and was paralyzed from his mid chest down, and two years later committed suicide. So fucking shitty.

that donkey sounds like an ass

[chrisesteschiro]

is there a link to his essay I would like to read it.

http://claytonschwartz.blogspot.com/

Scroll down, it shows the anguish he was going through.

[Ryan...]

Cliffs:

Went on a big ride.
Updated along the way, sounded very fun.
Swerved to miss animal in road.
Paralyzed from nipples down.
Started Law school, sounded optimistic, updated his thread for a while.
Ended up committing suicide.

It was actually pretty sad, hate to hear shit like that :(

[z31maniac]

He hit a donkey in mexico and was paralyzed from his mid chest down, and two years later committed suicide. So fucking shitty.

Definitely pretty shitty.