Well, 5 days into my trip in Germany I started feeling tremors in my hands in the morning until the ever-essential drinking started. I thought it was just me getting too cozy with booze and my body hating that fact I wasnt drinking at all times, that kinda worried me but realized I had to do something about it once I went to an Irish bar to see England-Trinidad & Tobago. I had the "shakes" until we ordered various pitchers of German brew with the English "Rivals" they are cool fuckers, by the way.
SO whatever, I had to go back to Barcelona to catch my flight to New York and spent a night there. The whole time just not feeing right and unhappy.....ugh. Im a healthy non-allergic, never-broke-anything, 25 year old. Im not uswed to not feeling good. The WHOLE flight from Barcelona to New York I was feeling like shit with nausea and unhappy mood. I had a 5 hour layover in NY and fuck, I tried to drink to shoo it away and even a huge 24 oz. Corona didnt work. I coulsnt even finish it, WHIch as the people close to me know, would have been only the begninning of an intercontinental drink marathon. That worried me. I had been sleeping a shitload the 2nd week in Europe and slept all the way from NY to L.A. So I got back, started getting headaches and slept all the weekend ( I got back on a Saturday). All the homies were waiting for me to get back and were asking my wife when I was getting back so we could go from ther airport to the parties. Normally that would have been my plan cuz I'd done it before. I didnt fee like doing SHIT! I slept all weekend and on Monday went to work.....
Well, the day started shittily when I slept for about 14 hours and still felt like I had only gotten 1/2 houre of sleep. Once I got to work, the most unbelieveable, piercing, burning headache began in the back of my head, along with nausea and disorientation......I went to the hospital and stayed there for 5 days. They did all sorts of MRI's, Pet-CT scans, and the sort.....they couldnt figure it out....all the know is that I had a stain-mark on the right side of my brain behind my right eye. It is definitely a blood clot, but could be a tumor disguising itself under the hemorrage or an aneurism doing the same. I havent been able to go to work consistently due to my headaches and nausea appearing whenever I have to do any type of hard thinking. (I work with number and tedious accountant work). I have asked my Dr's if it could have been due to my copius cocain use in the right nostril and they confrimed it wasnt that since it would have happened if I was using at the time (and Ive been clean for 2 years and 8 months) so they confirmed that its just a vasular abnormality that just grows that way after birth. WHEW!!!
This past Wednesday I had an angiogram amongst all these tests and visits to the hospital. Well see what happens when I see my neurologist...
I just thought that after all this, I should let you guys know since you guys are really deserving to know. Im quite scared beacuse even when I was bombarding my body with shit, I have always been healthy. Im not used to being out of commission like this. The Dr's cant figure out what it is and that its very abnormal to have what I have in the part of the brain that its in. Wish me luck, friends...... ;)
Mariano
edit: and none of you are getting my cars.......
SO whatever, I had to go back to Barcelona to catch my flight to New York and spent a night there. The whole time just not feeing right and unhappy.....ugh. Im a healthy non-allergic, never-broke-anything, 25 year old. Im not uswed to not feeling good. The WHOLE flight from Barcelona to New York I was feeling like shit with nausea and unhappy mood. I had a 5 hour layover in NY and fuck, I tried to drink to shoo it away and even a huge 24 oz. Corona didnt work. I coulsnt even finish it, WHIch as the people close to me know, would have been only the begninning of an intercontinental drink marathon. That worried me. I had been sleeping a shitload the 2nd week in Europe and slept all the way from NY to L.A. So I got back, started getting headaches and slept all the weekend ( I got back on a Saturday). All the homies were waiting for me to get back and were asking my wife when I was getting back so we could go from ther airport to the parties. Normally that would have been my plan cuz I'd done it before. I didnt fee like doing SHIT! I slept all weekend and on Monday went to work.....
Well, the day started shittily when I slept for about 14 hours and still felt like I had only gotten 1/2 houre of sleep. Once I got to work, the most unbelieveable, piercing, burning headache began in the back of my head, along with nausea and disorientation......I went to the hospital and stayed there for 5 days. They did all sorts of MRI's, Pet-CT scans, and the sort.....they couldnt figure it out....all the know is that I had a stain-mark on the right side of my brain behind my right eye. It is definitely a blood clot, but could be a tumor disguising itself under the hemorrage or an aneurism doing the same. I havent been able to go to work consistently due to my headaches and nausea appearing whenever I have to do any type of hard thinking. (I work with number and tedious accountant work). I have asked my Dr's if it could have been due to my copius cocain use in the right nostril and they confrimed it wasnt that since it would have happened if I was using at the time (and Ive been clean for 2 years and 8 months) so they confirmed that its just a vasular abnormality that just grows that way after birth. WHEW!!!
This past Wednesday I had an angiogram amongst all these tests and visits to the hospital. Well see what happens when I see my neurologist...
I just thought that after all this, I should let you guys know since you guys are really deserving to know. Im quite scared beacuse even when I was bombarding my body with shit, I have always been healthy. Im not used to being out of commission like this. The Dr's cant figure out what it is and that its very abnormal to have what I have in the part of the brain that its in. Wish me luck, friends...... ;)
Mariano
edit: and none of you are getting my cars.......
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