I miss my best friend

[MR 325]

So sorry to hear this, I wish you and everyone else close to him the best. I think delatlanta's post is spot-on.

[DRTSRFR]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

My best friend shot himself 21 years ago on Christmas eve. We were as close as two (straight) guys could be. We even married sisters.

To this day, I write to him in a notebook on Christmas, usually just streaming memories. The pain never goes away, but it will get better.

I also have a Tattoo inside my left arm to commemorate him.

Hang in there!

[mtechnik]

Sorry for your loss.

[Nick_S]

Sorry for your loss man. I feel very fortunate to not have lost any of my friends to such a horrible thing.

[AntonioV]

if you can clarify on this kid...I seen a girl crying about him as her man, non stop on facebook, but she is not pregnant...I tried to google the kid, but all I get is his picture in the police journal for raping a 14 and 15 year old...and his sick friends said those girls wanted it...

for real, suicide is for cowards, sounds like dude was up for a bid for child rape and about to be caught for getting a girl pregnant behind his girls back...

Counter strike any of this if you can, cause all I know is what google is telling me, right now it looks like he just a coward and a scumbag.

[Stanley Rockafella]

if you can clarify on this kid...I seen a girl crying about him as her man, non stop on facebook, but she is not pregnant...I tried to google the kid, but all I get is his picture in the police journal for raping a 14 and 15 year old...and his sick friends said those girls wanted it...

for real, suicide is for cowards, sounds like dude was up for a bid for child rape and about to be caught for getting a girl pregnant behind his girls back...

Counter strike any of this if you can, cause all I know is what google is telling me, right now it looks like he just a coward and a scumbag.

if you frequent this site often, why dont' u sign in with you real username, not a made-up one?

Grow some balls dude...you seem to be the only coward in this conversation

[AntonioV]

Nice rebuttal, I am using my real name, unlike the many screen names on here...for real though, I was just asking a question,,,if you can't answer it then you must be defending the actions of sleeping with a 14 year old yourself...whatever man...all I'm saying is kids are blowing this kid up like a hero when he did nothing heroic...don't worry, I'll leave your pretty little site alone if you want, blame google for bringing me here an blame him for his character....

look at the screen names on here, blame me for being anonymous, please if I told you where to find me, you just wind up in Kings County...

[QUKBMER]

I had a really good friend get killed by an ex girlfriends boyfriend (act of rage). Shot him dead on christmas eve in 2004 as soon as he opened the door. I knew him since 1978 to 2004. Sorry for you loss but remember all the good times you guys had and cherish them for the rest of your life.

[tg318is]

if you frequent this site often, why dont' u sign in with you real username, not a made-up one?

Grow some balls dude...you seem to be the only coward in this conversation

I don't think Antonio quite understood you.

[MR 325]

Nice rebuttal, I am using my real name, unlike the many screen names on here...for real though, I was just asking a question,,,if you can't answer it then you must be defending the actions of sleeping with a 14 year old yourself...whatever man...all I'm saying is kids are blowing this kid up like a hero when he did nothing heroic...don't worry, I'll leave your pretty little site alone if you want, blame google for bringing me here an blame him for his character....

look at the screen names on here, blame me for being anonymous, please if I told you where to find me, you just wind up in Kings County...

Thank you for coming here just to start shit. We're discussing somebody's loss of their best friend. None of us knew the man except the original poster of this thread.

Now shut your mouth and crawl back in to your hole.

[russhixmo]

^well put thank you

[kalib0y]

condolences

[russhixmo]

Got a tattoo in memory if him, isn't finished yet but it should be dope in the end

One of the great times I had with the kid, partying in RI


Damn I miss him

[Ether-D]

I'm so sorry Russhixmo. You can tell his child who his Dad was.

[ohthejosh]

Mods please ban that account. Obviously, that person has no respect whatsoever for OP. This thread is not anything more than a fellow member reaching out for support in a time of extreme distress.

Personally, I feel we don't need a member like that on this forum.

OP I truly can now see how close you are with your friend. I don't think I'm close enough with any of my friends to get a tattoo like that and visa versa. Like Ether-D said above, you can tell his child who he was, keep him alive through those memories and don't ever let anyone tarnish it.