Damn dude.
Sounds like a terrible work environment. Also, seems like a blessing in disguise.
If your boss cant even keep his cool, yells, micro manages, ect ect, I guarantee you his business is on borrowed time.
I bet you whatever comes next is going to be infinetely better for you. Hating where you work, being treated without respect blah blah is soul sucking.
You have to be at the minimum content with your work environment. If you hate your job, you have to change that.
Still, I know this shit is tough but time will move on and so will you.
Hang in there big dawg.
FUck that guy.
I will say this tho. Always stand up for yourself. Don't let people talk to you in a way you're not okay with. It's a good skill to have. Trust me.
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Long story short, I have been unhappy there for years. I am happy when I build the race cars, but there's a lot of other work to do, and I struggle mentally with it. I'm not trying to say "boo I don't like working unless it's what I want to do", because I do a hell of a lot that I never anticipated when I got the job. This guy hired me almost 6 years ago, and I have had to learn a lot of new things, by myself, in order to keep the business moving forward. Self-taught has its flaws; whenever more experienced people come through, I am corrected or criticized for the way I do things. Which is good and bad. Overall it created an environment in which I cannot trust myself to do anything, because it's not exactly what they (my boss or coworker) specifically want. So I am fighting myself internally to try to figure out what not to do and try to remember what they said and do it as quickly as possible and sacrifice (in my opinion) the quality that I think would be appreciated by the customer. The company kept growing because the boss was making moves to increase productivity. He bought large, technologically advanced machines to increase throughput and reduce human error.. but had me "learn it" aka figure it out. Because he bought Chinese machines. Whenever there were problems (and there were a lot) I had to talk to one guy on the other side of the planet, troubleshooting with a language barrier. My coworker could figure stuff out more easily, but he also had more experience coming from a big company with similar machines.
None of this was the creative job I started out in. I was always yelled at for being too slow. Or forgetting something. Somehow I would interpret directions differently than they were intended, but I would be ridiculed when asking for clarification.
I still had to clarify where the line was: "You asked me to do less, so is this the amount of less, or do I need to do even less?"
And again, this is a "small" shop. Boss, 1 coworker, and myself. My boss insisted on buying machines to remove the human element, instead of hiring people to do more specific jobs. I'm not going to say he is wrong in his effort to grow his business, but it was demanding in my opinion and I didn't get a pay raise in 2.5 years because my performance didn't improve. But the expectations sure grew. (Like, they got a forklift; I refused to use it because they refused to teach me, they didn't trust me. So whenever a pallet needed to be loaded/unloaded, I had to wait for/bother one of them to do a task.)
This wasn't really a long story short, but yeah, I couldn't adapt. I have been going to therapy, which has helped, but still wasn't enough to reconfigure my brain and cope with the literal trauma of our.. past interactions (getting yelled at). I swear, my coping mechanism to deflect his criticism was to just not listen to him, so whenever he was in a good mood and just giving simple directions, I still wouldn't remember because my brain just rejected it. Yes, I did write things down, that definitely helped.
The last straw for him was when he asked me to package up a large order of tubes that I has just cut in our laser machine. I had to do some organizing, but he told me to just throw them in boxes, put paper in, and tape them up good. He said don't make them fit all real nice. Well, I disobeyed him and I made them fit real nice. I lost myself in the act and told myself, there will be less boxes to package up because I have organized the parts better. It took me 2 hours to do a task that "should have taken half an hour." He's probably right. I should have done what he said.
He told me I'm done. I left in a hurry because he was so mad.
I only grabbed my welding helmet. He briefly threatened to throw it across the shop. There are a few tools of mine there, that I may just leave there.
Ultimately what I take with me is the knowledge of how some things are built, the files, the organization, the instructions, and the methods that kind of only make sense to me.
I knew my departure would be coming but I thought it would be civil, mutual. I never wanted to cause frustration or burn any bridges. I'm wondering if I will get paid for that last week. He already didn't want to pay me for taking 4 hours to do a 2 hour job.
Fortunately I have been looking elsewhere already. I have a friend in a county over who can use my help. I have another shop that can use me from time to time. I have a couple projects I can do at home.
But most importantly I have a job interview in Sacramento which I'm looking forward to. The biggest challenge will be moving, leaving my life here behind. We'll see how it goes.
My girlfriend of 8 years broke up with me earlier this year, so that makes moving a bit easier. She and I still talk but at least now I don't have to worry about uprooting her too.😞 1Leave a comment:
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That's no bueno, sorry dude, since I only know internet details about ya, is this from fab/race shop workplace? Or is it a soul sucking workplace not related to that?
I hope whatever happened this can be turned from a negative into a positive for you, like what Sir Reverend Biggie Smalls said.Leave a comment:
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Against better judgement I bought it. 104,000km on the odo. Doesn't run, but tries, sounds like fuel issue. No timing belt records either so that's on the list. Basically rust free though which is nice. I'll dig into it tomorrow👍 1Leave a comment:
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I hear tops are expensive, and in AUS your UV problem is probably as bad as or worse than it is here, so the seals, rear window, and top, may be on borrowed time if the car wasn't garaged for its entire life.Leave a comment:
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I’m guessing it is for sure that, series 1 aka early.
Other places calling things other things always interests me.
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m20s are pretty solid.
Basically look at the timing belt history. Open the oil cap and coolant rez and see what it looks like in there.
See how she runs and what temp it runs at.
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