I have always been very low on funds, and I could have fun because I didn't need to stress on things I couldn't fix or upgrade or make look perfect. I just drove my e30, but still daydreamed of what I wanted.
I have spent the past 4 years researching and bookmarking over 300+ pages about what I want and how I would do it, but never had the funds to do any of it.
Recently I secured a well paying job for someone with my background. I find now that all these things I wanted to do is so much work and so much money its not worth the time or effort, and the payoff would be small.
My e30 is a POS, and needs a lot of work to get it where I want. Does anyone else feel overwhelmed by their expectations of what they want their car to be? I'm a perfectionist, if i uncover something I don't like in the process of modifying or fixing something I will fix that too, and its a never ending scenario of time and effort and money.
It is really exhausting and makes me question if I like cars or if I should be investing my money and time elsewhere.
I would like to hear thoughts on this.
I have spent the past 4 years researching and bookmarking over 300+ pages about what I want and how I would do it, but never had the funds to do any of it.
Recently I secured a well paying job for someone with my background. I find now that all these things I wanted to do is so much work and so much money its not worth the time or effort, and the payoff would be small.
My e30 is a POS, and needs a lot of work to get it where I want. Does anyone else feel overwhelmed by their expectations of what they want their car to be? I'm a perfectionist, if i uncover something I don't like in the process of modifying or fixing something I will fix that too, and its a never ending scenario of time and effort and money.
It is really exhausting and makes me question if I like cars or if I should be investing my money and time elsewhere.
I would like to hear thoughts on this.
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